The truth of the matter is I haven't wanted to blog lately.
This blog was started because I wanted to study music and write about it. That much I have done for over a year. Now music isn't my life. Don't get me wrong, God is my life, but at the time music was huge to me. That's what I thought about and wrote about. Now my life has changed some. I feel that I learned what God wanted me to learn through my study of music. I still love music and have a passion for using it to His glory, but now He is teaching me new things.
I thought about quitting the blog, I'm not totally decided yet, but I think for the time being I will continue it, I just won't write solely about music.
On blogger you can be anybody you want to be. I can be a happy-go-lucky, talented, dream girl that's crazy about music. But in reality, even though I love being happy and I love music, I am a young woman that struggles like everyone else. I have to cling with all my might to Christ to get me through. I have experienced many things in life, but I'm not one that cares to share my true weakness. I know it's my pride. You feel stronger when you are smart, capable and independent. It doesn't feel strong to need Christ in every aspect in life. But, I do need Him more than anything else in the world. I don't know what this blog will be like going forward.
I have greatly enjoyed writing on this blog, and will try to continue to do so from time to time. I just realize that I need to re-focus my life a little. I need to focus on following Christ. I need to focus on following God's will for me and my life. I have no idea what He has for me in the coming years. It's exciting and yet frightening. God has brought my family through more than I think any of us ever thought we could handle. I am striving to cling to Him rather than to my own strength.
Since I stopped blogging, I have prayed more, I have sought the Lord more and He has revealed many things to me. So for now, this blog will mainly be for school articles rather than music. Sorry if this disappoints you, but this is what God wants me to do right now.
Continue in the journey....
|Soli Deo Gloria Forever!|